Echoes of Numbness...

Echoe, Echoe...
I have my heart in two halves...
I got no feelings...
Two pieces hanging from my eyelids.
Numbness are taking over.
Why?
I seem to always end up here,
Numb,
I'm way too young,
It's not unfair.
So what's my next poison - that's fair!
because it can't be Love...
No Drugs,
Oh Damn!
Disturbing that being Me:
Seems ending up in a dumpster...
How ironic...
Feels like I'm stuck in Thursday...
You've already seen my other side...
Drunk and uncertain...
Red Wine and Mota's!
Feel like I loss sight of time...
Got my emotions gone 28hours...
I'm an Insomniac,
I Sleep Walk...
because my mind is leading Me,
to a better place!
Echoes of Numbness...
I clearly need to dumb this!
You need to leave this numbness.
because I made a promise,
and I'm keeping it Permanent...
I feel like everyone -
can see this...
can see this: open scars!
It's official and its brutal...
Hopeless and Unnoticed...
Am I just a verb to the:
infinite Misfits and Mistakes,
that wander this Earth
Wondering:
If this is the Greatest Mistake Ever!
To Accept that we'll:
Conquer Greatness!
AND
that numbness itself  will Echoe...