but that's not what I want.
We decided to take a leap of Faith…
One shot through my heart…
You just called someone else's name
not mine…
Three weeks…
Nausea…
I can't get any food in…
I can't keep on running…
I'm too weak for that.
I know that you know my weakness
and that's so coward,
because you know it's you.
My friends tell me I'm Mad!
I promised to them that I'll let them know.
I will not pretend,
because we are already into Deep in this:
Worst Scenario…
I'm not Happy!
What I taught was My:
Happy Ending…
Ends up being a:
Crime Scene…
Laying on the bed.
Lord knows how I ended up there…
What happened last night remains a mystery to the World.
What happened this morning remains my endless misery.
No one will ever know…
Why can't you face me
I'm okay with that
Because I don't feel you…
You put your arms around me:
and slowly turned me around like I have no control over my own body…
I was expecting a:
Sorry!
but you touched my bruised face and ran down the stairs .
You returned with Ice cubes and you put it against
My face…
While we are facing each other
You rub the ice slowly against my right cheek
To make the swelling go down..
Tears were falling simultaneously from my eyes…
At least I wasn’t scared of your touch no more.
You had no idea of the other bruises…
If only you knew how hard it is for me to move my body,
It was really hard for me to pick myself up;
I slowly try to remember what actually happened last night.
But the horrible pictures that went through my mind was:
Brutal and viscous!
I close my eyes to ease the pain,
But tears kept on falling…
I held on tight to your hand but how could I
How could I,
How could I still hold on to you so tight.
How could I still try!
The way you held my hand…
I knew the guilt was building up inside…
If only you knew…
That I remember and that it still remains:
With me like a scar on a warrior!
The next morning you woke up…
With no one next to you…
On the kitchen counter there were an envelope,
And burning Roses…
The fresh Roses that was delivered
For Me!
From You!
Inside the envelope…
There was a Rose
And
A Note…
"I'm sorry but Honey you need Help!
I Promise!
I'll come back when you got that Help!
I Promise!
I'll give you a second chance!
I Promise!
You'll be a Good Dad!
I Promise!
I need the Best for our Baby and I don't want our Baby growing up,
In this Conditions…
I always tried to Help!
I still Try!
I gave you all my trust,
but u abused it…
You knew that my weakness was you,
But I have a new weakness and
Having this weakness gave me the strength to Run…
It gave me strength to see the good there once was!
So it turned out Good…
Yes.
I'm 3weeks pregnant.
And I want you to be part of our:
Life
Reality
Dreams
And Future…
P.S
I Love You
Take Care…
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