We are perfect
together,
but that's not what I
want.
We decided to take a
leap of Faith…
One shot through my
heart…
You just called
someone else's name
not mine…
Three weeks…
Nausea…
I can't get any food
in…
I can't keep on
running…
I'm too weak for that.
I know that you know
my weakness
and that's so coward,
because you know it's
you.
My friends tell me I'm
Mad!
I promised to them
that I'll let them know.
I will not pretend,
because we are already
into Deep in this:
Worst Scenario…
I'm not Happy!
What I taught was My:
Happy Ending…
Ends up being a:
Crime Scene…
Laying on the bed.
Lord knows how I ended
up there…
What happened last
night remains a mystery to the World.
What happened this
morning remains my endless misery.
No one will ever know…
Why can't you face me
I'm okay with that
Because I don't feel
you…
You put your arms
around me:
and slowly turned me
around like I have no control over my own body…
I was expecting a:
Sorry!
but you touched my
bruised face and ran down the stairs .
You returned with Ice
cubes and you put it against
My face…
While we are facing
each other
You rub the ice slowly
against my right cheek
To make the swelling
go down..
Tears were falling
simultaneously from my eyes…
At least I wasn’t
scared of your touch no more.
You had no idea of the
other bruises…
If only you knew how
hard it is for me to move my body,
It was really hard for
me to pick myself up;
I slowly try to
remember what actually happened last night.
But the horrible
pictures that went through my mind was:
Brutal and viscous!
I close my eyes to
ease the pain,
But tears kept on
falling…
I held on tight to
your hand but how could I
How could I,
How could I still hold
on to you so tight.
How could I still try!
The way you held my
hand…
I knew the guilt was
building up inside…
If only you knew…
That I remember and
that it still remains:
With me like a scar on
a warrior!
The next morning you
woke up…
With no one next to
you…
On the kitchen counter
there were an envelope,
And burning Roses…
The fresh Roses that
was delivered
For Me!
From You!
Inside the envelope…
There was a Rose
And
A Note…
"I'm sorry but
Honey you need Help!
I Promise!
I'll come back when
you got that Help!
I Promise!
I'll give you a second
chance!
I Promise!
You'll be a Good Dad!
I Promise!
I need the Best for
our Baby and I don't want our Baby growing up,
In this Conditions…
I always tried to
Help!
I still Try!
I gave you all my
trust,
but u abused it…
You knew that my
weakness was you,
But I have a new
weakness and
Having this weakness
gave me the strength to Run…
It gave me strength to
see the good there once was!
So it turned out Good…
Yes.
I'm 3weeks pregnant.
And I want you to be
part of our:
Life
Reality
Dreams
And Future…
P.S
I Love You
Take Care…
I think.
