Beautiful and Ruined

October 16, 2014
by melupocholy

As I keep on running and keep on jumping from one roof to the other... What have I done to upset my mind! This feeling of melancholy keeps me fueled. As I jump of this bridge, I end up being re borne with this feeling of being mentally ruined. Ruined and Beautiful! Beautiful and ruined! I give thanks to every ass who broke my heart and who tried to manipulate me but compulsion doesn't work no more because of this hallow within...

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Hello World!

Sometimes I just feel like running away... 
It sounds easy but the fact of depending on people is the worse feeling that I've ever experienced. 
I wander around the world not giving a Damn.
I want so many things but don't have enough time...
I want a huge garden, and a huge library... 
Especially a fruit garden and a library with good books and lost authors...
I want someone I can share all these with and dance with slow at night... 
Someone who's prepared to sail on my deep nomadic ocean...
Someone that sees there's Hope in this World...

https://leneprinsloo.wordpress.com/2015/04/27/hello-world/

This is my other blog. It's a bit more personal and new.

Update...

I sometimes dream in black and white... 
Silver thoughts, 
They rushing like it's nothing... 
Strangers on my tides...
Wandering around blind.
Not like I'm trying to track them down and kill them for ruining my life, 
But I'll rather kiss my enemies, 
And make them swallow my empty stares...

Scars ain't scary...
TNAMI loves to twirl...

https://leneprinsloo.wordpress.com/2015/04/27/update/

Life in the City

Just took it and filtered it with superpunch....